summa' time.

22.8.15








summer came and went + brought things unexpected and held things back.

the rain came, but never truly, leaving the fields under watered.  the signs of a hard year ahead are every where when what should be head-high corn, is not even waist high. 

there was our church's vbs and then (as a friend put it) "mk bonding time", which translated to games of mafia and eating bowls of pudding.  

the textbooks got more of a break than they were supposed to, but that means that there was more social time and all-day-in-your-pjs movie marathon days.

but now it's time to dust off the books for the last 4 month hurrah of high school.  friends go back to boarding school and we set our clocks for when christmas break comes around.  all the countless draft posts with bare their raw, tired faces to the light of day and the stacks of neglected photos will be shined and shown.  

summa' time is over and fall is rolling in.  stay strong, my frends…  even in the face of calculus.  

the day the rain came back.

2.6.15




 

the rain came back with the smell of hope + with a crack and grumble, the sun was swallowed while the sky opened and the dry, parched ground drank it's fill until the water ran along the surface and filled the dips and swells of the land.  in what seemed like the blink of an eye new, green life pushed up through the earth and brought with it the reminder of renewal and life.  

The Lord will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, 
to send rain on your land in season…   
Deuteronomy 28:12

Me

box of contradictions.

26.4.15



i wanted to write down exactly what i felt 
but somehow the paper stayed empty and i
could not have described it any better. | mlk
  




my mind pings between missional theological ideas + handfuls of newly-discovered poetry and worldview essays + the importance of coffee + chocolate.  of poverty, loss + pain and the amazing, extraordinary, love of our Father. 

i see outrageous joy + hope in the face of incredible loss + fear.

i think, drink, sleep in the language of my past + live among others in one that is slowly beginning to feel less wooden on my tongue. 

i have a crush on the sky which holds the stars, moon + sun that are painted each day + night by the one who loves my soul and i get lost in this earth that holds the seas, mountains + cities that i love. 

i flip-flop between dreams of being a elegant, stoic picture of grace + simplicity and a bare-foot, starry eyed, girl with leaves in her hair.

i'm a black + white soul with a love for rainbow colors.

i'm a ripped, dog-eared journal who thinks better on a bright, blinking screen. 

i live in the red, dirt desert of africa but have an unhealthy love for water + rain. 

i'm a hopeless sinner who has been made saved by grace and am now forever called His.

i'm a box of contradictions with a long, winding path of learning ahead of me with an amazing Shepherd to lead me.